thoughts

have you ever been so sure but so confused at the same time?

have you ever wanted something so bad but was too scared to do anything about it?

just some thoughts..

i just cant get hurt again.

kind of lonely

i remember all the late night talks and all the words i was comfortable saying to him, but i never would have been able to say to anyone else. i remember all the songs that take me back and make me smile. i remember all the moments he took my breath away. i remember the games we played because we talked so much we couldn’t think of anything to say. i miss you.

whoops

so ive been so busy with this whole college business. so i havent had time to write on here with those letter things. but i kind of am on this journey i guess lol to find myself and so i thought id come back.
so ill write more than one letter on here.

letter 1; PARENTS.
Dear Mom and Dad,
Thank you so much for everything you do for me. im so very truly lucky to have parents
like you in my like and even though i dont show it all the time i am very greatful.
i know that both of you would give up everything for me to be happy. and thank you for that. you two are the best parents i could ever ask for. i love you.
Nikki

letter 2;YOUR DREAMS.
Dear Dreams,
I really wish you would stop seeming so real. and i really wish you would stop
throwing a certain somewhere in the mix all the time. its getting kind of bad for me.
and its such a let down when i wake up. but thanks for being a get away from the real
world.
Love,
Veronicca