....

Sometimes, I wonder how he could have lied all that time; how he could look me in the eyes and tell me he cared about me, knowing he didn't. Then, I wonder why I didn't see it. I have never believed someone as much as I believed you. I never want to be that blind again. but still .. i care about him .. Because, even though he hurt me, and he made me cry, and yeah, I'll admit he lead me on, I still like him. I still want him with everything I can muster up and I believe that must mean something.


dear asshole.
leave me alone .

dear heart.
stop caring.

sogay.